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  • Chess Journal – Day 5

    Chess Journal – Day 5

    It’s a happy month, not only for me but for the whole family.

    My eldest, Maryam Khadijah, received her initial rating and put her in the first spot for U12 girls in Malaysia.

    It’s just an initial rating, and it will fluctuate; meaning that she will be dropping her ratings due to her trainings.

    Nevertheless, I am very proud of her. Recording this achievement here serves as a reminder of where she started.

    Maryam and yours truly; our very first “official” match. A simul game played at coach Dzuhairy’s center.

    đź’“Why I love chess?

    I love to teach chess; does this counts? It feels good to see students understanding concepts and applying it in their games. It feels awesome to see students are able to understand theoretical moves – instead of memorizing they understood why such move is considered as “theory”.

    White to move. What is the “best move” here?

    Consider the above position, taken from the famous French Defense Classical Variation. Nearly all of us would play 6. Bxe7 without missing a heartbeat. However, aspiring young players must know what this move is played faster than the bullet train in Tokyo.

    Stockfish 17.1 agrees. The big question is – WHY?

    To understand the move, one must fully understood the concept of good and bad bishop – bad bishop are those who are blocked by it’s own pawns, good bishop is the opposite. White is exchanging his “bad bishop” with black’s “good bishop”, thus giving white a better minor piece.

    But why second choice 6. h4, though? Some engine prefers this move (it’s called the Alekhine-Chatard attack, but who needs details, yeh?) because it gives white activities should black accepts the gambit pawn; which is an attack on the kingside via the h-file.

    Imparting this knowledge to the young players brings joy to me; especially if they uses it in their own games.

    🛠️What I worked on today

    My Habitica character lost it’s golds and experience because I haven’t been training much lately. Procrastinating is such a pain.

    I did trained my knight+bishop checkmating pattern, though. Still got it!

    Speaking of working on one’s chess, I had a quick discussion with one of my hero, IM Mas Hafizulhelmi. He reminded me that the hardest part of training chess is not to know what to train, but to start training itself. It hit me like a truck; maybe I’ve been hiding behind excuses for too long.

    Perhaps I might be playing in future tournaments? Who knows?

  • What have I got myself into?

    What have I got myself into?

    We went to the Malaysia Chess Festival 2025 this month and it was awesome. Two of my daughters played in the age group team’s category and they did pretty good, even though I believe that they can achieve more.

    We became friends with WIM Diajeng Theresa Singgih, all thanks to Ben for introducing us to her. She’s a very strong player with deep understanding of the game. What I admire about her is her resilient in playing the game; she achieved 2100+ and then her rating crumble down to 1800 due to some personal reasons.

    What did she do?

    She climbed back up. Now she’s at 2089 and climbing back up.

    Pondering some things

    Coming back into the chess scene after a hiatus is such an eye-opener. Diajeng informed me that Kamalsyah is now an FM; we played once in Malaysia Chess Challenger 2016. It was a good game; I had black and misplayed my opening and had to defend in a bad position.

    I lost 9 rating points in that tournament; and not only that, I lost twice to Kamalsyah and another young girl named Sim Jia Ru from Malaysia.

    What made me ponder is the current achievement of these two; Kamalsyah is already an FM while Sim Jia Ru is already a WFM.

    Me?

    I’ve evolved from a young dumb man into a grumpy old man, but still dumb.

    I am not sure whether quitting chess was a good decision or not – had to admit that I did not consult anyone when I was making the decision.

    Oh well….